We've been together for [19] days..
A little boy asked his mother "Why are you crying?“
"Because I'm a woman," she told him.
"I don't understand," he said.
His mum just hugged him and said, "And you never will"
Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?“
"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.
The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God; and when God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?“
God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world; yet, gentle enough to give comfort"
"I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children." "I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining " "I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly"
"I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart" "I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly" "And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."
"You see: The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.""The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart , the place where love resides."
Every Woman is beautiful.. and summer, you're the most beautiful lady in my life..
lao po, if u're bored ar, here are some little surprises i prepared for you.. enjoy them.. i just dun wanna tell you.. i knoe u'll be here everyday to see if there's anything.. yes.. today there is.. just for you..
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lao po, this is specially just for you.. after watching everything, pls msg me.. i love you..
就算 相擁一秒鐘 就已足夠
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you always wanna knoe how much i love you.. after watching this, u'll knoe..
http://www.im.tv/vlog/personal.asp?FID=25487&Memid=201655&SubId=&VideoPage=3&Videonext5=0
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when a person doesn't return ur call, perhaps she is busy..
when a person doesn't reply your msg, perhaps she is busy..
when a person doesn't care anymore, perhaps there's no more feelings..
it was still all abt him.. finally realised i was nth but a "spare tyre", as what most ppl said.. many asked me to leave.. i kept my faith.. in her, in us and in myself.. i just came back from the girl's blog.. i now realised many things..
many a times, when i realised things, i always kept quiet.. i tend to pretend..
"Where can I find faith in another relationship ? Younger guys ? Please leave me alone. I am sorry with this statement, but this is how I feel now. hurt.. very hurt."
"Do I miss him ? Yes, I think so.. "
quoted from her blog.. i was left in the rain.. i realised i was.. when you kept the faith of someone, you believes that she is getting ready to be on ur side, not sitting there brooding over the past..
actually, if i'm not wrong, hints are filled everywhere.. i was just too busy, too tired and too dumb to notice it.. yes.. i'm dumb.. i'm stupid.. and perhaps tat's y i can't even pass my basic theory..
it's only words, and words are all she has, to take my heart away.. i live in a relationship where only words are around.. no hugs, no kisses, no holding of hands shyly.. nothing at all.. i told myself, neva mind.. believe in yourself..
the first time i almost gave up hope on her, was pretty long ago.. but my heart softens easily.. i picked up the faith once again, things seem well.. but now, my girl is not in a relationship.. then....
am i........................?
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hi honey,
dun worry abt me.. i'll take care of myself.. i can't sleep.. so i'm writing now.. i'll write in very often.. so sometimes you must check below and see if there's anything.. i'll wait for you, no matter how long and no matter where i am.. i'll always be here..
i think true love is letting you go.. i knoe when u're ready, you'll tell me knoe.. by then, we'll have a forever.. i'm going to work soon... gtg now..
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Day [59] - counting down [12] days
Our First:
First Meeting: 13 Oct 2005
First Conflict: 13 Oct 2005
First Blog: Our Secret Garden set up at 6 Nov 2005, 1.20pm
First Time I Got Her Number: 23 Oct 2005 (bcos of internet prob.. hehehe.. ^_^)
First Song I sang to summer: Tong Hua
First Song She sang to me: Yu Jian
First Duet: Hao Xin Fen Shou (15 Nov 2005)
First Call to her: 24 Oct 2005
First Call from her: 8 Nov 2005; 3.15pm
First MMS to summer: 25 Oct 2005; 2.30pm
First MMS from her: 11 Nov 2005; 2.45pm
First Time I express my liking to her: 24 Oct 2005
First Time She expresses her liking to me: 10 Nov 2005; 1.30am
First Time I'm thinking of her: 14 Oct 2005 (cos she go bangkok, never tell me.. *fatty*)
First Time She's thinking of me: 8 Nov 2005
First Time We played a game together: yahoo pool; 20 Nov 2005, 11.05pm
First Time I said "I Love You" to her: 22 Nov 2005, 4.25am
First Time She said "I Love You" to me: 11 Dec 2005, 11.15pm
First Kiss: 2:29:29 am
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honey, if u're reading this, can you pls pls pls send me an email to milkboy_kelv@hotmail.com and give me your dad's full name, can??
dun ask any question, trust me okie?? if u're reading, pls send me asap can??
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Day [58] - counting down [13] days
what shall i write today leh?? i din do much today.. i went to stamp my passport, then still got time before i go to my junior's place to help her in her proj.. then i was reading the 8 Days, then i saw something which caught my interest.. so i went down to bugis to take a look.. hahaha.. but i'm not going to tell you..
then after that, ate alone for lunch.. :( waited for her till so late.. then hungry.. after that we went to near her place for lunch (she ate alone..) then we went to her place, then i do do do lor.. aiyah.. in the end, also like waste time sia.. so i went home, then i left a voicemail in your phone..
then i went home.. so guess what?? i saw you online from hong kong..!! so happy..!! i'm realli truly happy.. a very boring sat.. i miss you so much, honey..
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Day [57] - counting down [14] days
today is the first time we have to bid gd bye.. a very long gd bye.. and our very first long gd bye.. we both knoe that we'll hear from each other pretty soon but today when i'm in office, i'm sure you found it as hard as me, to put down the call.. i realli miss you as soon as i dun hear from you..
i can swear that if there isn't anyone in the office, my tears wud have flowed out while i was listening to your voicemail.. when you said you missed me, i just felt so bad towards everything.. your voice, it's just reassure me that you'll always be there for me.. all i need to do, is to trust you and you'll bring me thru the tunnel of darkness i'm always in...
you shown me the path of light, brought me into a land of love.. anyway i promised to keep myself busy from being too sad while thinking of you..
today i ate chai fan for lunch, then dinner too.. then during tea break, i bought a cake, then my colleagues were joking that the cake is expired.. so i looked around, guess what i saw??
yes.. it expires on your bdae.. what a coincidence rite?? everything and anything that i do, seems to be associated with you.. i always think it's disgusting if i'm sticky to you.. but just now in office, i felt a very sweet feeling, sticking to you.. you just made me feel so... so... myself..
you neva expect me to change and always giving in to me.. after dinner, while watching tv, i asked grace (my younger sis) a qns.. what's the similarity eating an orange and a banana.. my sis can't answer.. hahaha..
the answer??
u need to peel both before eating.. hehehehe..
my plans for tmr are to go re-new my passport.. i've checked it out.. it's FREE to renew my passport.. but the thot of travelling to lavender is sooo not interesting.. then mayb going to help my junior and complete her proj.. after that, i'll go home le.. nth to do outside anyway..
then perhaps i'll study a lil on my basic theory.. it's gonna be in one wk's time.. handling quite well, i must say.. hahaha.. then i'll go look for a driving instructor.. i also wanna go to causeway point and send my mobile for servicing.. cos it's not vibrating for a long time, and there seems to be something wrong with the ringtone too.. very slow..
no other plans for today other than missing you.. it's gonna be a long, hard and cold 14 days.. but of course, with a reward at the end for being a gd boy.. a date with you on the 26th..!!
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Our First:
First Meeting: 13 Oct 2005
First Conflict: 13 Oct 2005
First Blog: Our Secret Garden set up at 6 Nov 2005, 1.20pm
First Time I Got Her Number: 23 Oct 2005 (bcos of internet prob.. hehehe.. ^_^)
First Song I sang to summer: Tong Hua
First Song She sang to me: Yu Jian
First Duet: Hao Xin Fen Shou (15 Nov 2005)
First Call to her: 24 Oct 2005
First Call from her: 8 Nov 2005; 3.15pm
First MMS to summer: 25 Oct 2005; 2.30pm
First MMS from her: 11 Nov 2005; 2.45pm
First Time I express my liking to her: 24 Oct 2005
First Time She expresses her liking to me: 10 Nov 2005; 1.30am
First Time I'm thinking of her: 14 Oct 2005 (cos she go bangkok, never tell me.. *fatty*)
First Time She's thinking of me: 8 Nov 2005
First Time We played a game together: yahoo pool; 20 Nov 2005, 11.05pm
First Time I said "I Love You" to her: 22 Nov 2005, 4.25am
First Kiss: 2:29:29 am
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Day [56]
i'm so close to tears.. how could you have slept without waiting for me.. even no matter how tired you are, you shld call me at least to say gd bye.. i've definitely made more than 40 calls to you.. i've been calling and calling.. my ears are burning, my voice is failing, my eyes are shutting.. but why... why did you leave even without a single word??
i called you at 7 plus.. how come u dun bother to return my call?? where are you?? what are u doing?? why did u sleep?? i'm so sad... i can't believe our last gd bye was at 6 plus.. din u promise to call me tonite?? din u promise neva to make urself miss my 30 missed calls again?? WHY??
i think you wont be able to bring my 9 more songs which i've prepared.. if u can't bring, i think u can blame on anything.. i dunno how to put
C:\Documents and Settings\Kel\Desktop\Ai Wo Bie Zuo
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Day [52]
it's been long since someone last watered the plant.. so here am i.. i'm not sure of what to write too, but i hope we can pass thru this test that perhaps God has given us.. it may be tough, we may wanna give up, but i just hope there'll be better days ahead of us that i can feel a little more appreciated..
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