Day [4]
Summer went to Bangkok, and that's why i din hear from her for the past 3 days. I went to her blog frequently, came to knoe a guy, kenji, who was very helpful to inform me that she's away. I was certainly disappointed, how come she din let me knoe?? then kenji added me online.. i thot she is single..
then i realised kenji was her boyfriend.. he told me they were together for the past 2 yrs.. sighz.. 2yrs leh.. how you expect me to even wanna go after.. i once chased a girl who was also in a 2-yr relationship with her bf.. in the end, she fell for me.. am i gonna repeat my mistake again?? shld i??
damn.. i jus have to get myself into such trouble.. i think i shld just stop all my dreams and start being realistic ba.. i then asked kenji to msg her.. i was waiting till ard 10 plus then she came online.. chatted for abt an hr.. i still think i shldn't be doing such things..
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