Day [25]
interesting day isn't it?? in the afternoon we're still fine and we had another conflict in the nite.. everytime also like this.. in, out, in, out.. then in the end, i'll call u, speak some mandarin and everything's settled.. i dunno what summer wants, and i certainly dunno wat do i want.. is this the kind of girl, whom i'm expecting in my life?? did she realli fulfill all my criterias..??
i dunno.. i almost forgot most of the criterias.. and i'll live to knoe that no one will be the perfect one.. and even there is, i'll not go after her.. becos i'm simply just not good enough.. i'm very tired liao.. tired of having low confidence.. i'm looking forward everyday to something which seems to be leaving every moment.. just like a cloud in the sky.. i can't ask you to stay, so leaving everything to nature, let it takes its course..
i asked her if i'm of someone importance in her life or merely just a passer-by.. and i got an answer,"i dunno".. sighz. mayb tmr will be a better day.. maybe..
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