Day [28]
the farmer hardly had a wink last nite. he was thinking abt the princess all the while.. he knoes that the princess is as confused as he is.. he had yet another conflict with her again.. and this time, he din give in at all.. he simply just gave a very cold answer to the princess when she asked him if he's okie.. all this while, the princess is actually very concerned abt the farmer though she hardly show it out..
he took a bold step and asked if the princess likes him a little.. or is he thinking too much.. the farmer realli wanted an answer..he got his answer a min later.. the princess admitted to liking him but only a little.. though he's not sure if it's bcos she's in sleepy mode or perhaps just entertaining him.. but she said just a little..
the farmer then asked her if she wants to leave it as it is, or does she want to progress on to another phase of their life.. the princess din answer him but did say that she can't progress on bcos there's already a prince in her life.. what shld the farmer do?? to pretend last nite din occur at all?? he sat thru the nite, floating thru dreamland and reality, thinking of a solution.. which he din..
the farmer then woke up, looked thru all their conversations, all the replies in his mobile (wonder how come in that era got hp? it's the modern century okie??), went to the little corner.. he realli wanted to call the princess and tell her how sorry he is, for hurting her in the process of getting his flames out of his head..
she's realli just a simple princess, who needs to love and be loved alot.. though the farmer hates such fairytales, he jus simple took a step back and into the fairytale.. the princess doesn't have much wishes.. she simply wants to be happy everyday.. and even such simple task, the farmer is not able to fulfill, then what is there to talk abt giving her happiness?? want to go after her is the farmer, no confidence is also the farmer.. what the hell doesn't the farmer wants in her life??
does he wanna change the lives of 2 ppl?? to break up the 2 ppl, destroy one, and not treasuring the other one?? from today onwards, the farmer decided to try to let the princess happy everyday.. it's the least he can do.. to let her happy, will definitely keep him happy.. other than that, as for other things, he doesn't wanna care.. he jus want to be with the princess.. yes.. he knoes what to do now.. all thanks by sitting in the tulip garden, made him waken up from those dumb thinkings he had..
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