Day [28]
when one is running out of luck, nth can be better to hear this thru her lips..
nice - u said
considerate - u said
funny - u said
mean - u too said
proud - u too said
eager to be different - u too said
nvm, i let u say..
i dunno how to tell you lah, dun wanna talk - u said
nvm, i let myself say..
i dun wan to listen to ur convo, i jus wan to slp - u said
i dun wanna talk anymore, i jus wanna go off - u said.
nvm, i let u go..
i came to realise what kind of person i am.. in the past, i wud have blasted the person for saying i'm eager to be different.. but now, i learnt to swallow my pride.. i used to think that my mum gave me my pride, so whoever say things i dun like, i wont give a damn.. but now, i realised my pride is the true me..
if u wanna trampled on it, i'll let u do so..
if u wanna spit at it, i'll gladly do so..
but i jus dunno why it has to be you.. i think conflicts after conflicts, it's not doing any of us any good as well.. maybe it comes to a day, i'm just too tired of conflicts, i'll just let you do whateva u wan to.. u're the one who showed me what is heaven, you're also the one who showed me what's hell..
mayb it's time i wake up from the dream that farmer can neva be with the princess..
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