Day [30]
a mth between them has passed, and the music is specially changed for this post to create a romantic atmosphere, mood and feel when the princess enters their secret garden..
this is the farmer's testimonial letter to the princess on the first month of their friendship and towards the remarkable journey of summer and kelvin..
the farmer wrote...
in this mth, many amazing things happened between us.. from how we get to knoe each other, till now you even have a tiny bit of feelings for me.. perhaps you'll neva see how much i care for you, perhaps you'll neva hear how much i treasure you and perhaps you'll neva feel how much i miss you, cos only here in my heart, will you see them true.. i've grown to like you so much, having the feeling of trying to make a special someone happy and staying late at nite to use the phone with her...
you too, have grown in me.. slowly.. breathing in me, thinking in me..
i always make you mad with the silly things i've done.. most of the time, i'll feel very troubled but bcos of my ego, i always end up making you madder..
i made you cry, i made you shed those precious tears.. i wish i'll be the tear in your eye whenever you cry, cos i'll flow down your cheeks and onto your lips.. but neva will i wish, you'll be the tear in my eye cos i'll lose you everytime i cry..
i made you worried at times bcos of my bolding of expressing how i feel towards you.. bcos i knoe you had my best interests for me and you dun wan me to be hurt eventually.. pls dun worry abt me.. let's not call this tough period be waiting, but a chance for us to knoe each other more.. if we can't get together eventually, i promise that i'll still live my life properly and just the way you want me to be..
i hope i did make you happy at times too.. i hope i made you shy at times.. i hope i made you proud of me sometimes, i hope i made you like me abit by abit more as the time goes by.. in me, i've already seen you as the perfect one in my mind..
i'm very very sorry for alot of things.. sorry for everything, and sorry for anything.. i knoe sometimes i made you confused with my chicky mandarin and ducky cantonese..
i knoe it's not easy to pick up a dialect just like this.. but give me some time.. i may sound like an idiot at times but i just wanna have another common interest with you..
all these are things i wanna tell you from the bottom of my heart.. of how important you are to me, and i'm glad at our secret garden, i can put all my secrets that i wanna tell you.. i hope eventually one day, my efforts will touched you.. and perhaps, we can be..
the perfect couple.....
this secret garden is for us.. so i wish my precious also can write something abt us in it.. you use pink for your entry while i continue to use black..
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