Day [31]
yest the farmer and the princess had a total of 5hrs conversation.. can't believe the farmer spent more than one-sixth of the day talking to his princess.. the princess also did tell the farmer what's his flaws were but din ask him to change.. is she trying to accept him for who he is?? he made her cry yest, when he was playing this music which is playing now, to the princess..
at nite, the princess made the farmer faced a sad problem again - his past relationship.. but the farmer was glad that he walked thru the lonely sad memory path again, together with the princess.. she was supposed to be studying, but she took the time off to talk to him.. the farmer and the princess had a conversation abt apple yest.. it's always nice to talk to someone who is in the same frequency as you.. the farmer spent his nite thinking of making a decision to go ahead or stay away from the princess.. his close friend, aaron, told him to watch and do the next course of action.
but sadly, though now someone owns the apple of her eye, but there are 2 other men queuing up for the apple - the farmer and a knight (hao ren).. as the apple turns softer, no longer crunchy as in the past, it seems that the princess likes the prince, farmer and knight.. it seems impossible to the farmer that one's heart is able to split to so many pieces.. he's very thankful to the princess for being truthful but it's a little too much for the farmer to take..
the farmer slept a little in the nite, had a dream.. he dreamt that the princess was only out to make fun of him.. out to destroy the whatever-bits-of heart he has.. the princess told him that she has neva liked him and she doesn't let him go, cos she just wanna toy and toy with him till she got tired of him..
he woke up, feeling disappointed.. he went back to sleep again, this time, he dreamt that he told the princess he wants to be let off, let him get back to his own world cos they just dun belong to the same world and it's impossible to bring the 2 worlds together as one.. she however wrote something in the garden.. he woke up, thinking if he shld go to the garden and check but decided not to.. so he continued to sleep..
he din go to the garden the whole of the day and afternoon.. just as true, when he went to the garden in the evening, he saw her msg.. thanks for leaving the sweet msg.. they din talk much today cos the princess told him that she'll be busy today so dun call her.. just leave her a msg and she'll try to reply..
the farmer also knoes that he shldn't take up too much time of the princess but all he hopes is that the princess won't give him just a "i'm busy" tagline.. but rather tell him what she's busy with.. be it studying, be it going out with friends but not just "i'm busy.."
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