Today, you said "I love you"
many thoughts flow in.. although its expected (yes, i do and you knew)
You are not the 1st who said "I love you" besides him during these 2 years.
You are not the only one who said "Let us do it together" during these 2 years.
You are right when you said i sounded lost, confused, worried.
Lost of words.. coz i will not say "I love you" to 2 persons. It's unfair to both.
Confused.. coz i wonder which path is ahead of us.
Worried.. will i hurt more people and who will i hurt ?
I have answers before..
"I will wait for the day"
"Whichever path, I will walk with you"
"Love will surely hurt someone, it depends who you wanna hurt"
Again, his answers make me think so hard.. Perhaps, you may give the same answers.
When you said "I love you", i was happy. Bet you knew it.
but..
how long will this last ?
how long are you willing to wait ?
will i hurt you ?
Can you remember you have once said you wanted to bring me to somewhere far away from this place.. Actually, i really like the thought of it.. but, how can i be so irresponsible ?
I enjoyed every moment now. Just wondering what will the day be like when the sun rises. Will i be still happy ?
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