but the thousand words merely states the superficial side of my heart.. and wait till you see the inner side of me.. you wont think that a mere thousand words will tell the story of how i love this girl..
need i say more that her life is more impt than mine and i was brought into this world not to make a difference to the world, but to meet her.. to have my heart shattered bcos of her.. and to knoe that it's her that i love..
perhaps that's wat i can only say to her..
i knoe she can do it.. and i knoe she'll fear of facing it again.. so i'll always be around to motivate her, and tell her she's the only suitable person to do the job and no one can do it as beautifully as her in this world..
sadly, a gift which was ready to be presented and now, it's all but 2 metal stuffs with no more importance, and now i knoe why metal is cold.. it was meant to warm up with our fingers, not mine alone.. cos i can't fit into yours..
and i respected your decision.. and of course, you..
i think.. perhaps the word "friend" is just wat i am to you..
this is a side of me, i'll never never show you..
i've not say "i love you" for a long while, and the words now seems so strange to you.. there's nth to it anymore..
it's gonna be a long nite tonite.. a long one..
and lastly, i'll wipe myself off away from her mind, her life and her memories forever..
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