*thinking of what to write..*
should it be a poem or should it be a short story.
but i think, i should just write a few words of my heart.
many weeks ago, i broke your heart and i thot about it everyday.. every single day, i ask myself how can i ever bear to do such a heartless thing to you. i promised never to scold you, or ever bring you to tears again, but i failed to do it.. you forgave me not once, not twice but so many times.. you knew i had a bad temper but you stood by me despite all the scoldings..
i can only blame myself and the soft ears of mine.. i cannot offer much in life to you, and seriously speaking, i don't think i can give you the comfortable life which your parents are giving you.. all i can give is to keep you happy each day, and loving you in every way i can.. to be honest, i kept the msg which you said you hate me and also the msg which you said i always keep you happy for less than 24 hrs then i kicked you away..
rite now, i feel very sad and bad towards you.. tears are welling up in my eyes but i'm shedding it for you.. i'm realli sorry, dear.. for anything and everything.. life without you is simply impossible and i knoe you checked this site more than 100 hundred times since i last wrote.. everyday, it's like a tiny habit for you to move around the sites.. i can't believe i even put you down, forced you to change your mobile and going thru all the trouble of collecting back again..
i always told you to put studies as your first priority in your life because i'm too selfish and i dun wish to be the reason if you should ever not make it.. but i realised it's because of my presence, studying without much pressure is easier for you and because of ur existence, lady luck has always been with me.. whatever i do, you always brought me luck..
i wish to realli hold you in my arms now and tell you......
i love you..
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I kept waking up the whole nite thru,
partially it's bcos i'm thinking of you,
wondering what has our lives turned into,
maybe God knoes the best, he knoes the truth..
read the meaningful msg below i felt so low,
cos i made you cried and i made you cold,
promised to be there for you whenever you need me,
but it's always my absence that made you felt as worse as can be..
remembering the times we shared our kisses,
remembering the times we made our loves,
remembering the time we had our first,
remembering his name, we called him love..
loving you is like quenching my thirst,
no amount of water is enough, i had to curse,
it's not the quantity that matters to me,
but it's the quality, the best side of me i wanna be..
fatty was our love product we made him to be,
crystal will be our next child, she'll be so pretty,
independence of her father and beauty from her mother,
a lovely sister, our perfect daughter..
let's hug each other and make more love,
create our home with endless love,
hold me tightly and kiss me honey,
let's embark our family on our endless journey..
you'll be my bride, my love, my perfect one,
i'll be your husband, your life, your only one,
our tiny tots, our precious and our lovely kids,
will be as beautiful as you one day we shall see..
i'll end here, my darling princess,
no more sadness, endless happiness,
baby, i love you like there's no tmr,
let me heal you with love, not sorrow.. :)
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If a girl cries in front of you,
it means that she couldn't take it anymore.
If you take her hand,
she would stay with you for the rest of your life;
If you let her go,
she couldn't go back to being herself anymore.
A girl wont cry easily,
Except in front of the person
who she love the most,
she becomes weak.
A girl wont cry easily,
only when she loves you the most,
she put down her ego.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you
please hold her hands firmly,
she's the one who would stay
with you for the rest of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you,
please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz of your decision,
you ruin her life.
When she cry rite in front of you,
When she cry bcoz of you,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?
Think.
Which other girl have cried
wif pure sincerity,
Infront of you,
And bcoz of you?
She cry not because she is weak,
She cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,
She cry,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain,
hurt,
n agony have
become too big a burden to be kept inside.
Guys,
Think about it,
If a girl cry her heart out 2 you,
And all because of you,
Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,
Coz one day,It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".
To my friends...
Ponder this message seriously.
Dont do dis to a girl,
You may regret for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life,
she's the only one that love
YOU the most.
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