*thinking of what to write..*
should it be a poem or should it be a short story.
but i think, i should just write a few words of my heart.
many weeks ago, i broke your heart and i thot about it everyday.. every single day, i ask myself how can i ever bear to do such a heartless thing to you. i promised never to scold you, or ever bring you to tears again, but i failed to do it.. you forgave me not once, not twice but so many times.. you knew i had a bad temper but you stood by me despite all the scoldings..
i can only blame myself and the soft ears of mine.. i cannot offer much in life to you, and seriously speaking, i don't think i can give you the comfortable life which your parents are giving you.. all i can give is to keep you happy each day, and loving you in every way i can.. to be honest, i kept the msg which you said you hate me and also the msg which you said i always keep you happy for less than 24 hrs then i kicked you away..
rite now, i feel very sad and bad towards you.. tears are welling up in my eyes but i'm shedding it for you.. i'm realli sorry, dear.. for anything and everything.. life without you is simply impossible and i knoe you checked this site more than 100 hundred times since i last wrote.. everyday, it's like a tiny habit for you to move around the sites.. i can't believe i even put you down, forced you to change your mobile and going thru all the trouble of collecting back again..
i always told you to put studies as your first priority in your life because i'm too selfish and i dun wish to be the reason if you should ever not make it.. but i realised it's because of my presence, studying without much pressure is easier for you and because of ur existence, lady luck has always been with me.. whatever i do, you always brought me luck..
i wish to realli hold you in my arms now and tell you......
i love you..
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